A lot of people say things to me and about me that aren’t true.
I don’t necessarily care for it.
Never really been the type to let anything, or anyone bother me.
I never been the type to let nobody peer pressure me either.
In one instance though, I had a “friend” try to me play me like I’m a bald head bitch, or something.
I had this one home girl I was cool with that I didn’t really hang out with like that.
I need my space.
(No issues, I just never been an every day type of person, which everyone knows).
She would defend me in my absence.
She was super loyal to me, as I was to her.
She told me some things about this “friend” of mine and I believed her because at this point I saw every red flag there was to see.
I never forced myself in the friendship.
I never forced myself out of the friendship.
I only did what I knew how, be vocal about my feelings.
Very soon after…
We stopped being cool.
Had nothing to do with what my homegirl had told me.
Me and the girl I was telling you about have always been super close, even with the distance.
I saw loyalty in her.
I knew I could give that back to her.
The decisions I made in my past were piss poor.
BUT I had people there for me who never made me doubt them.
Until this day, those people are still around.
Note to self: Fuck what everybody else does, or says… Be yourself!