You will never have to force something that is already meant to be. Whatever that is.

When I was younger, my biggest thing was losing “FRIENDS.”

I have always stayed to myself, so I never had a bunch of friends.

BUT the friends that I do have, know that they are special to me.

Everyone who knows me, knows that I’ve always stayed to myself.

Never needed, or wanted for anybody to be in my life…

BUT I always thought to myself, like how will my life go on if I don’t have this person, or these people in my life.

Nothing in my life changed after losing some friends.

I didn’t lose anything, or gain anything for that matter.

So it wasn’t hurting me.

Things just happen sometimes.

People grow and part ways, I guess I was the only one who thought like this.

You lose friends, you gain friends.

Some may come back, some may not come back.

It’s all apart of life.

I don’t think I ever ended bad with anyone I was friends with, except maybe one person (I actually cared about anyway).

If our disagreements ever reached the internet, or got physical, I always told myself that there was no coming back from that.

I never return after that point.

I don’t care.

I have boundaries, even in friendships.

I don’t like coming out of character for anyone, especially someone I was close to, or friends with.

I’m a different kind of friend.

The point is, if it comes, it will probably go…

Whatever issues you have, it’s all about how you react.

There is no need to force anything, because if it is for you, it will be for you.

No one can take that away from you.

Don’t ever let them take that away from you.

Keep your sanity and your heart babies!

I love you.

-Kayonia 💛

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