I write to you often, but today it’s kinda different.
I’m doing it publicly, on my blog.
I come, with a clean heart.
Hoping to move forward someday.
It has been so long.
At first I thought I couldn’t do it without you.
I didn’t think I was strong enough, but when being strong is the only choice you have. What is there to do?
I miss you and it has been so long since I’ve seen your face.
I know you see what I’m faced with down here, I really wish you were here to help me face this.
It’s hard and I feel like I’m in it alone at times.
I feel like I have no one to run to, but in all reality I’m just missing you.
It seems like the more people I love, the more people I love go away.
I’m writing to you like you will ever see this, but I just wanted to thank you for spending the time that you did.
I love you and I miss you more than you’ll ever know.
My silence is yet to be good enough.
-Your Kayo ❤️