I found out how people really feel about me. The people who I THOUGHT were… Never mind, forget it.
Some things that were said out of anger, still stood, even when anger was no longer involved. That’s how I knew people been feeling that way about me.
In the middle of all this chaos, people’s true feelings came out.
I learned my lesson though. I should have seen it.
People only need me when it’s beneficial for them, so I’m putting forth that same energy. Motherfuckers are going to be pissed.
As pure as I try to be. As loyal as I “thought” I was, it just will never be enough. I must accept that and move on.
I’ve always been about making people happy, but who in the fuck even makes sure I’m good every night before I lay down to go to sleep?
It’s the little stuff that matters to me, but I have to remember what matters to me may not matter to someone else. AND THAT IS OKAY! Because from now on, it’s a no from me dog.