I found out how people really feel about me. The people who I THOUGHT were… Never mind, forget it.

Some things that were said out of anger, still stood, even when anger was no longer involved. That’s how I knew people been feeling that way about me.

In the middle of all this chaos, people’s true feelings came out.

I learned my lesson though. I should have seen it.

People only need me when it’s beneficial for them, so I’m putting forth that same energy. Motherfuckers are going to be pissed.

As pure as I try to be. As loyal as I “thought” I was, it just will never be enough. I must accept that and move on.

I’ve always been about making people happy, but who in the fuck even makes sure I’m good every night before I lay down to go to sleep?

It’s the little stuff that matters to me, but I have to remember what matters to me may not matter to someone else. AND THAT IS OKAY! Because from now on, it’s a no from me dog.

Be easy.

Love.

-Kayonia πŸ’™

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  1. Can’t say I like this one – again

    “How people great you is their KARMA..” & how you respond is yours!

    You know my story, yet I wouldn’t be me if I just had a Yo

    what you do to/for me situational frame of mind 😱😡😏

    Bare-in-mind, my LOVELY 😍

    “When people tell you who they are – believe them the first time.” Maya Angelou , yet her mom’s (Ms. VIvian) saying

    “I may laugh & I may joke, but I don’t play!” πŸ’ƒ 😘

    πŸ’“πŸ’žπŸ’— It πŸ˜πŸ˜…πŸ˜‚

    & I say “Think for yourself” and keep your eyes πŸ‘€ and earsπŸ‘‚open + your back against a wall (or a flat surface) where people are concerned then

    Live to fight another day πŸ’‹ Smooches TT

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